Good news: I'm not as nausea as before, but I still feel as sick as before. K, nt good news already.

I had visitors to my house on the first day. O.o, not bad. Normally, my house would be empty on the first day. It would just be me & my family. But it was kindda full today.

Yippe! Managed to complete two different subject assignment today. Now, I'm just left with little of maths & humanities. Yeay? Not really. I feel so restless. Honestly, its not because I feel unwell. Its because I am unhappy. You know that happiness makes your day.

I'm sorry to mummy & sister for being such a heart ass in making you guys angry. These few days, i mean, months ive been getting super agitated to the slightest things. Sucker kan? I knowwwww, it sucks. I want my life back. I want to lead a normal life knowing that I won't die so soon. But its too late for anything now. If god has tentukan the day/time of my death, there's nothing I can do about it. Yes, I can show a brave & healthy face in school. But it doesn't mean that I am. So, yeah. If you see me having even a slight headache, that's the sign of my unwell-ness.

Again, will someone fill my heart? It doesn't matter how many guys go for the same girl. If the girl feels that none of them is Mr Right, she cant do anything about it kan? Exactly. That's how I feel. Maybe I really haven't found my Mr Right? Probably ah kan? Sigh. Actually, I do have a heart for someone. He just doesnt know it. ^^ hehehe.

Since its hari raya still, i would like to apologise to Man, Zul, Hady, Shyydann, Awan & kalil for ignoring you since idk when. I just dont want you people to think that I am accepting your kindness without giving anything in return. Sorry to Fiee for shouting & slapping your face the other day. I was having pms i suppose. Extra sorry to Shyydann for rejecting you by stepping your foot in front of mama. Whoops, i mean mama & papa. Huhuhu. ^^v

I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. (benedict is not considered. Hua3)

Well, ive been blogging many times today. Gtg. Assalamualaikum dear and faithful readers. C: