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School was alright. Apparently I sipped chemistry class. Hurrs, I was too freaking angry/sad and tired for class so rushed out of school. I walked bloody slow outside school. Somebody wanted me to ride on with their bike, but I just ignored.

Him1: (to him2) Eh give her a ride ah.
Him2: Don’t want ah. So sombong.
Me: (Didn’t even turn) Whatever.
Him2: Fine fine fine.
Him1: What’s wrong with her?
HIm2: I don’t know. She like never talk to us or much people anymore.
Me: Pffft, *walks away*

I really don’t converse much with people like I did last time. No line, I’m not anti-social. I just don’t find a point in saying ‘hello’ to everyone I see. =.= Anyway, in class, I confided in Asyraf (surprisingly it helped). I know, unexpected righhhttt? But he was the only sensible one I had around me. No offense Benedict. What he said made me cry. I know you’re trying to help but maybe I just think that that’s not the solution.

To asyraf: You make me guiltyyyy!

Met Fiee and Qatar. Halfway Fiee had to meet her boyfriend. Urrrggghh, jealous akuuuuu! Aku pon nak mataey ah seh Fiee! So then, I was left alone with Qatar tuu. Hahaha. He was like, “eh! aku nak break ah dengan farhannah. Tapy kalau dier start nanges amacm? Aku tak buley deal ngan orang yang nanges ah. Nanti aku guilty.” I was like laughing so hard by then. “Eh! Tak kelakar, aku serious tak buley tengok pompan nanges. Nanti aku give in. Kalau tak nanti aku pon nanges” Qatar kentalaaaaaann! Gini macam punyer orang nak pegy carik hal dengan budak 730? Hahaha. Orang tau secret kau, nanti sumer pon step nanges. Hhahaha.

To Qatar: Jangan break dulu sebelom kau ada proof yang dier curi barang kau & timing blakang kau.

I wanna pee. Took pictures with Qatar. Handsome oiii! Saper nak dier? Later later I upload his gambar. Huhuhu.

I made tumblr. Go figure. It's quite obvious what address.

Eh oiii! Why you still here? Go study for EOY laaaaaa.


good luck winners!

suffering

Urggh, i feel so fat. Practically every house makan. Damn it. Shouldnt be that way.

I dislike raya. Still do. My day was quiet. I didnt talk much. People askd whether I was unwell. My standard answer was, "nope. I just dnt like raya." anyway, very sway raya tahun ni. Byk pikir I work already. Abey no money from them la duhhh! Just because I wear tudung & heels & look like my mum doesnt mean im old.

Urggh, money wl be used for rebonding this friday. Cant wait! Hehes. Tmr school & i havent complete hw. *panics!!!*

Continue blogging later/tmr. Bye.



PS: thank you to those faithful readers who took the trouble to email me just to comment on my posts! Sayang korang. Especially visitor3.

Good news: I'm not as nausea as before, but I still feel as sick as before. K, nt good news already.

I had visitors to my house on the first day. O.o, not bad. Normally, my house would be empty on the first day. It would just be me & my family. But it was kindda full today.

Yippe! Managed to complete two different subject assignment today. Now, I'm just left with little of maths & humanities. Yeay? Not really. I feel so restless. Honestly, its not because I feel unwell. Its because I am unhappy. You know that happiness makes your day.

I'm sorry to mummy & sister for being such a heart ass in making you guys angry. These few days, i mean, months ive been getting super agitated to the slightest things. Sucker kan? I knowwwww, it sucks. I want my life back. I want to lead a normal life knowing that I won't die so soon. But its too late for anything now. If god has tentukan the day/time of my death, there's nothing I can do about it. Yes, I can show a brave & healthy face in school. But it doesn't mean that I am. So, yeah. If you see me having even a slight headache, that's the sign of my unwell-ness.

Again, will someone fill my heart? It doesn't matter how many guys go for the same girl. If the girl feels that none of them is Mr Right, she cant do anything about it kan? Exactly. That's how I feel. Maybe I really haven't found my Mr Right? Probably ah kan? Sigh. Actually, I do have a heart for someone. He just doesnt know it. ^^ hehehe.

Since its hari raya still, i would like to apologise to Man, Zul, Hady, Shyydann, Awan & kalil for ignoring you since idk when. I just dont want you people to think that I am accepting your kindness without giving anything in return. Sorry to Fiee for shouting & slapping your face the other day. I was having pms i suppose. Extra sorry to Shyydann for rejecting you by stepping your foot in front of mama. Whoops, i mean mama & papa. Huhuhu. ^^v

I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend. (benedict is not considered. Hua3)

Well, ive been blogging many times today. Gtg. Assalamualaikum dear and faithful readers. C:

nausea

I'm at home & I feel like vomiting. Urggh, thats bad enough. Now, another bad news : i gained 1 kg. WHAT THE HELL kan? Tk pe, tmr im fasting, so hehehehes. Bye2 gained 1kg! Hua3.

Eh korang2 that I've rejectd the invitation to jalan raya, I accept uh. Hehe. I need MONEY,MONEY,MONEY desperately. My hair is in need of treatment. So, if I were to follow the 5 different groups, I shall be able to earn big bucks. Eh wait, still got my primary school nye clan. Waaah, banyak siot nanti duit.

K, i really need to vomit. Bye.
Blog again later readers.

Currently at second house. & I'm blogging. Told you I dislike and don't enjoy raya. Okay, I love my wireless. Huhu, whenever bored, blog lor. Huhu.

To everyone who wished me hari raya, thank you. I can actually count. K wait, i count. Err, thanks to the 32 people who wishd me. Although I didn't reply to your smses, i still appreciate them. Hua3. I just have too many to reply. Huak!

Homework, still unfinished. Actually, havent even start. ^^v
Malas dok. I feel so dizzy right now. K uh, korang pegy enjoy rayer korang. Aku nak muntah.











I miss youuuuuu! :'-{

hari rayaaa!

Oh wow, its hari raya. Although I said I'm on hiatus, i miss blogging. Firstly, i would like to wish all muslims a happy hari raya. Do forgive me for my accidental/unintentional/intentional mistakes. I mean it. Truly sorry. I know I haven't been such a good girl this year. To my friends, teachers & also family. ^^v

Oh god, I remembered last year. The day before raya, I got attached to Hafeez. Urrggh, whatever. Its over 2 mths as it started. Don't worry, like I've said before in the begining of the year, i won't be gettin any boyfriend right? Well, I've kept my promise. Its the 9th month of the year & its the 7th month I'm single & I'm proud of it.

Anyway, there used to be someone next to me to hear out my problems & such. Not as just a friend, but a special friend. Sigh, i guess things changed huh boy? Oh yeah.

See, this is why I blog, to express myself. & I miss doing so. I love you my blog.

Hey, its hari raya & we're all suppose to be hippy happy. But I'm not. I'm not looking forward to tomorrow AT ALL. Another reason why I dislike hari raya its because people will gain weight. I just lost like 5 kg and then want to gain again? Ish, forget it. I dnt want to be 53/54 kg again. Hees. C: 49/50 kg is good enough for me. Lol.

boy, i miss you so. The feeling suddenly came back. After 3 years of forgetting you, suddenly I miss you again.

Kay, i want sleep.

EOY

Since I did terribly for my common test 2, I have absolutely NO time to waste. Blog will be away temporarily. Will be back after EOY.

HIATUS

Good luck for EOY everybodyyy.

useless brain

Break fast at granny's today. Again. Bonded with my super sporting aunty. I asked her for advice regarding relationships. Yes, she helped me with my current situation. Sigh, high school relationships are suckish. But then when you start work, its hard to adjust your career with love. I can't multi task like that. I want to secure a relationship before work. At least i don't have to worry about not having any boyf. :D

Oh god, I want a boyfriend. But i don't want. Urgghh, headache.